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INFOMATION
thy blog owner.


CHIENSIEW.

09 July 92



MISC.
hear the music speak.


MusicPlaylist
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AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
o3 whoosh bp nball angela benjamin clara crystal demas hweetian huijin jefferson jia hua siqi suenli sierra vivien william wei jie weiting zhe hao

REMINISCENES
here i am, still holding on.
  • August 2007
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009


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    am i happy?
    Date / Time : Sunday, August 2 / 12:39 AM
    well, enough of the crap that i had blogged in the earlier post.

    couldnt help but feel that jc life is indeed much harder than secondary school life. boo. with homework always piling up, and teachers who aren't exactly as understanding as teachers back in bp, with shitty projects sometimes even irresponsible group members, HOW can anyone go through jc life without feeling a little bit of hatred for school life? furthermore, the numerous morning trainings often drained me of all my energy before lessons even start. not to mention how much i hate the numerous flights of steps which i have to climb everyday just to get to my classroom in nj.

    however, after visiting some of my friends' blogs, i couldnt help but wonder, is jc life really that terrible?

    no, i dont think it is, despite the many changes from my previous year, i was glad to have come to nj, in fact, to have joined touch rugby in njc.

    im really grateful to have really great team mates by my side all the time, people who have endured the super tough trainings and long runs with me, people who often encouraged me to go on even when my mind keeps telling me to give up and stop. i've really grown stronger throughout these few months because of you guys. thanks for everything. (:

    i guess that's the reason that im always so willing to come down early for morning trainings even though it's tiring. i dont mind the extra sweat and effort because i know no matter what happens, there would always be someone there to support me. and i would be there to support anyone who needs my help too. in fact, im somehow glad that we have this short period of extra time together even if it's just half an hour every morning.

    i dont know if anyone ever felt the same way as me, but yea, when i saw demas counting down to the end of 2009, i kind of dread the end of the year. because the year ahead is so going to be horrible, terrible and whatsoever due to A's. i often wonder to myself when i see my seniors training at times in the morning even when they have already stepped down, do they actually think of the days when they had really horrible morning trainings like we do now? do they actually miss it? i'm sure some of them do, so to every touch rugger, jiayou no matter how torturous morning trainings are gonna be! treasure the time we have together yea? (:

    okay, this is like kind of random, but to everyone who misses their secondary school life, move on and accept whatever you chose to be now! (:

    so i guess, I AM happy (: